Moving Away

Finally made up my mind to leave my comfort zone for a different experience/ unknown island.

Feeling a little panicky...little worried..

In the beinning when I made that decision,

there were all these restless nights...tossing and turning...

thinkging about the possibilites that might happen...

creating 2 sided arguements ..

Then realised,

after discussing this issue with freinds..

the sedimentation occured very slowly,

adjustment....retrospect...
Though...at times...it still cause the tears.

While moving and packing,

it then occured that...only memories could be safely packed and take away completely,

other objects and belongings needed to be given away..

Then I learnt to let go...

The luggage and boxes increased daily...

as I count down the days before I leave.
The room that used to look so homey ...now just an empty shell...slightly foreign to me.

Only left with the violin, some nessities and clothing,

as if they were telling me...

again and again...

that I never been here before..

perhapes something new is about to start.

Pointing Fingers

When thing goes wrong,

it may seem logical to point fingers at others,

blame them for which ever and what ever the fault might be.

But before all these,

have you ever think again about your own wrong doings?

Afterall, the hand which you point that one finger to.....

4 of them point to yourself.

Listen to Your Heart Beat

The escalator slowly rises in one direction.

Everyone look towards their own goal...

perhapes moving forward in the same direction..

Its rather loney to move in the opposite direction,

knowing thats where your heart beat lies...

Despite all that hardship,

you may discover something new thats rewarding at the end.

Be brave,

Let your heart guide you to anther enjoyable new adventure.

Cry

Tell me, how do you draw back those tears seeping out of your eyes?

2:30am

Desk Lamp still lit brightLet the Laptop monitor run quietly.
The fridge is buzzing like a restless mosquito.
The neighbouring room comes the pulsatile snore.
Occasionally, there are 1 or 2 idiots in their automobiles racing pass,
as if they finally own the world, but quickly disappear in the dark.

Look out the window, that black- hole like darkness, drains dry everything.
All I can see is myself, in that green singlet, moving sideways.
The black sack of tiredness under the eyes aren't visible in the dark,
not even with illumination of the street lights from afar.

Following my breathing pattern,
slowly key in all the words and inspiration that merely come at night.
Even for a noisy city like this during the day,
There is still room for creation during that rare moment of peace and quiet.
2:30am

Underwater circus

『 My Brand 。My Taste 』

He might not have to understand,

She might not have to listen.

Creation is like this,

So is Performance.

But,
Sing it out loud，
Sing it proud！
Sing it hippy，
Make everyone a happy chappie。
Somewhere..

There shall be someone..

that stops to listen...

enjoy and...appreciate.

Fantasia

Trying out this new art style...

then realise that...

( this same pic can be viewed at different angle and none of them look boring..

( well..to me anyway..haha)

( well though...have to say one thing..

the signiture sorta made this pic viewable from 1 angle

..oh well)

1): 90 degree clockwise roatation

( and thats originally how I started off when I was drawing it)

2): 180 degree roration

3): 270 degree roatation!!!!

so the conclusion from drawings like that is...

( its a good buy..good bargan...

You "ALMOST" feel as if you brought 4 paintings..

and all you need to do when you get bored looking at it from 1 angle is to roatate it and hang it from a different direction.....lol

Study Syndrom

Pretty Self explanatoy there......( that I hope...:P)

Pretence

Write what you wanna see,

say what you wanna hear,

Do what you say..

Everything...everything...and everything ...

is so nice and perfect

Life's Process

Once a kid, under the "wall's" protection...

Oneday,

started to wonder what the world is like on the other side of the wall.
Then grows up gradually,

trying, trying and trying,

after several attemps,

climbs up the wall.

Spending most of the time experiencing,

admiring the view....
So.....

the clouds aren't blue afterall.

So.....

rabbits could run free among the clouds.

So.....

Sakura blossoms all four seasons.

So.....

on this other side of the world,

there is a creature pondering the same thing...

and looking towards this way.

So....

there is arcadia on the other side of the cloud

So....

what ever that had been seen,

felt or touched,

it was only the person at that " moment" in time could feel.
Because going through all these bits and pieces of experiences,

while climbing down the stairs,

then you feel,

you haven't missed a single thing of life.

Pass the Love Around

Whether its a smile,

a hug,

tell your friends and family,

how much yiu cherish them and how much you love them.

Just 1 tiny thing a day,

it spread the love like a butterfly effect.

LOVE GETS PASSED AROUND.

Identity

So,

perhapes we ought to be able to change ourselves ..

with a bit of surgery...

to the better...to the "real me"...

But...

does it also means,

we are denying our real identity?

Denying who we really are?

Little "tuck away" Drawer

Tuck my unhappiness and stress away in the drawer,

it grew with time as I age,

sending all those bad memories away beyond the clouds and sky...

and I...

remain happy and stress free

Baby Vending Machine

“Everything is your choice!”

“Colour, height, weight...everything!!”

“How about a perfect baby just to yourself?”

Break Time

" Arhh this needs to get done..."
"Geeze...that too...."
Doing alot of things at the same time....
Its a frustration that makes you breathless at times...
So being busy can be enjoyable..
at least it makes time flies without you know it..
But do remember,
spare yourself a moment for a coffee break..to breath and relax

Rondom thoughts 1

Somtimes,

I do want to find a cat that I can ride on...

just to see what it is like....^^
(is that a cat or a giant mouse anyway?!?!?!?!)

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ps: and as for why it is a cat and not anything else...

( if you see my flatmates cat...Wiz...

its....soooo huge...almost the size of a door mat...

to give me ideas as such....:P)

To point out the "obvious"

( the big black one is Wiz..

the smaller one...is Rouchy...hehe my cute darling kitten..:P)

I Like Blue & You Like Pink

Ai Wo Takishimeru

With a little bit of romance,

sway with the music notes and rhythms,

embrace that warmth and happiness

Its all about timing

Not long ago, I brought this bundle of bananas from the supermarket.

In the beginning, all the bananas were hard and green.

After a few days,

slowly,

they turned into that ripe yellowy colour one by one.

One of the banana was left behind….

that same old green colour.

When we were little kids,

we always wanted to be a grown up.

Might feel a bit insecure and worried when you see the other kids at school grown taller,

more mature and independent….

but you stayed pretty much the same.

You probably did not realize,

our starting points varied right from the beginning we were born.

Sometimes you wish you can fly and achieve more in a short time,

but we have limitations.

As a matter of fact, taking one step at a time,

you achieve the same results.

The word “slow”, is another approach to life.

You never know, people who leaps,

may feel worried that they did not have the time to enjoy the whole process of growing up.

Back to that last banana on the plate.

It did turn yellow after a few weeks….

Long wait…but doesn’t really matter.

( Still made one very nice as breakfast….yum~~~~\(^0^)/﹞